Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in hazy_confetti's LiveJournal:

Monday, April 30th, 2007
3:16 pm	Recent Happenings.... I'm engaged....OMG...I can't believe it. My gorgeous boy asked me last Wednesday evening if I would marry him. I'm still in shock. Naturally I said yes. I'm so happy. It's hard to express how exactly I am feeling - But I am at peace with myself. I don't feel like I need to doubt myself - Or have silly little insecurities. It feels like I'm living a new life. A good life.  I am going to be someones wife... omg... We're going to wait until the end of next year to get married - after our house is built - way too much hassle to organise a house and a wedding I guess. Stress we don't need. I'll attempt to take pics of my ring - But cameras suck - lol. Aside from that - went to buy chocolate today - (as you do lol) and since they over charged me and I caught them - I got it for free! Now THAT is GREAT! hehe Free chocolate = free of calories Great analogy *pats self on back* Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Radio - nothing exciting... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 7th, 2007
4:20 pm	Just a murmer from the corner... I am experiencing something definitely unusual.... Stability. Yeah something that hasn't EVER happened in my whole life. I didn't really ever think stability was my thing. It wasn't really. Nothing in my life is stable. Nothing has ever been stable. And I'm not freaking out..... Can't believe it's March already... These months have just been so hectic, It's made me feel like I've had no break what-so-ever. Finally bought a block of land... The past few weeks have been the design process of our house. This weekend should be the final draft and all should be in process once everything is sorted. So exciting. The house is huge.. Something I never thought in a million years I'd have for myself... Brings me to think - It's been 3-whole-years since highschool - How did it become so long ago? I'm 21 in October, It seems only yesterday I was complaining I was turning 16... It's funny how people grow, How people change how they think. How people grow apart, How people grow together. And how some people just stay the same.... I'm not one to live in the past, But I do think back a lot. I don't regret anything. Sure there are things I wouldn't of done, Things I would of done differently... But would I really be where I am now? Would I be as strong as I am now? It's funny how only now I've started to believe that things happen for a reason. And shit usually does blow over. Anyway....I'll stop ranting... xxx Current Mood: hot Current Music: Radio..........Nova 93.7 (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 29th, 2007
4:43 pm	Dizzy Dizzy Monday.... Due to sleeping tablets, I missed out on a HUGE thunderstorm last night. Bugger hey? Oh well, Nothing like a good nights sleep - Something I don't get too often. Although I'm kinda annoyed I missed the storm. hehe. Friday - Public Holiday: Australia Day. Went to Fremantle to watch the fireworks. If there is one thing that could amuse me for HOURS it would be fireworks. Hehe went home after the fireworks. Too tired to go clubbing. Ok, Saturday I dyed my hair the brightest shade of red I could possibly think of - see: www.myspace.com/shattered_diamondzz, and add me if you already havent. Looked at houses to build during the afternoon then went to a friends house to watch a movie then went home. Sunday - Went for a walk down the beach with my friend. Also got bored around 7pm and Craig and I went to the beach. God it's great living a 5min drive (20min walk) to the beach. Hehe. Going to the Gym tonight. They've got some really good classes too, Tonight they've got a 55min dance class, So we're going to that. We'll see how it all goes! xxx Current Mood: mischievous Current Music: Radio (Playing the Killers) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 23rd, 2007
9:41 pm	Round & Round.... New Years Resolutions.... Only because I don't know where to start: This year I want to: 1. Join a Gym (Did this earlier this evening. All I need to do is actually go) 2. Buy a block of land and build a house (Searching for block is in process, and house design is also being researched, So by the time I'm 22 I should of been in and settled... which is October 2008. But the building will start end of 2007. Usually takes a year to complete) 3. Be a nicer person (Don't hold silly grudges on people for a long time) 4. Be more tolerant of people with a lower IQ than me. 5. Be more motivated Hmmm so that sums it up generally. Also I want to save money. Never know when I'll need it. It's a public holiday this Friday 26th... Australia Day. So I'll be heading to the city for a mass party. There is usually a big party in the streets and lots of fireworks etc. Should be fun. Plus, Nothing beats a 3 day weekend....Ever. 2007 so far, is going well, A few minor  complications but I'm trying to keep my head screwed on and stay calm and patient. Which is hard because sometimes I just want to scream. On the otherhand, I got the best christmas presents from Angelica which brightened up my day!!! Little things like that make you realise there are really great people out there in this world. Even though it's been 3 years and miles and miles and MILES between us, nothing has changed since high school. That's all for now, I'm going to try be frequent in posting from now on. Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: Silence (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 24th, 2006
11:14 pm	The Night Before Christmas.. Wow, Christmas Eve. It only seems like yesterday that It was last Christmas. But When I look back on the past year, I've come along way, certainly a longer way than if it was just yesterday. A rollercoaster year, but that's what it said in my horoscope forecast for 2006 anyway. But not how I imagined so. I'm all excited for 2007 now. Bring on the new year. I need to make some serious new years resolutions this year. I made the biggest resolution of my life the day before my 20th birthday. Never to put myself in the same situation again. The day before my 20th, I left a very violent relationship. I'm glad I'm out and it took me over 6 months to get the courage to leave. I never thought it would happen to me and you are in denial for a while. But after 10months of being hurt physically and emotionally badly I had to start looking out for myself so I went straight to the police station. So that's where I've been. A place where I never want to be again. I'm a lot stronger in spirit since I've gotten away. I now have my own little 2 bedroom villa, A gorgeous kitten, and a special someone who treat's me how I should be treated. I've got a car now too, Although I still as yet don't have my licence. haha one day one day... On the bright side, I'm getting all excited for christmas. It's always a good day.... =) Current Mood: grateful Current Music: Matchbox 20 (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 15th, 2006
4:36 pm	It's been a while So much has happened in the short time I haven't posted. I am still alive I will never forgive & forget. Resentment will always burn inside... I'll post again later on. Current Music: Radio (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 26th, 2006
9:00 pm	Memories... awww. *gag* This was in my "myspace" bulletin, So I thought I'd poach it and do mine in here instead... Today was pretty average, not much to talk about. Got some seminar to go to in the city for work, some new updated accounts software thing we are getting, gotta go check it out apparently. These things are boring, oh well, they usually have food. haha Fill this out about your SENIOR year of high school! The longer ago it was, the more fun the answers will be. 1. Who was your best friend? Gelli, Errol, Choi - Well, they were my BESTEST friends, There was other close ones but can't name them all! 2. What sports did you play? Me? Sports? You've got to be kidding haha. Did cheerleading abit. Basketball, soccer, volleyball... haha whatever else they did semesterly. 3. What kind of car did you drive? I didn't drive - The joys of drivers. or commuting. Woo! Trikes & jeepneys. haha! 4.Friday night, where were you at? Drinking with my maids... Or out "boogying" HA! 5. Were you a party animal? Who me? 6. Were you considered a flirt? I don't think so.... god speaking to guys at southville was considered flirting. haha 7. Ever skip school? Not in senior year. 8. Were you a nerd?? I tried. haha. I was too lazy to be a nerd, but in the end all my grades were 85% plus... am I a Nerd? haha 9. Did you ever get suspended/expelled? People who get suspended / expelled are idiots... for being caught. losers. 10. Can you sing the Alma mater? *your believe in what you are... blah blah blah go beyond far... blah blah blah.... come let us to southville sing... blah blah laurels blah blah.... Fuck knows, Gelli and me used to make words up, and back ground music. haha 11. Who was your favorite teacher? Dude, Remember Sir Darween? ahahahahaha talong head. uhh.... senora. The computer teacher with bad breath. Ohhhhhhh SIR LACAP. In 3rd year he put his foot on my desk and yelled "NICOLLE SHUT UP WILL YOU" his nipples used to show through his shirt. 12. Favorite class? English, French (Sir Leo was great) haha. Uhhh Calculus was fun with whats her name.... Ofracio.... "Thorne ha wake up" 13. What was your school's full name? Southville International School and Colleges 14. School mascot? We didn't have one.... how sad. But then again, what goes with pink, purple and green school colours. freaks. 15. Did you go to Prom? Yeah... of course. 16. If you could go back and do it over, would you? Nah, It was pretty cool. 17. What do you remember most about graduation? Losing my fucking alumni card. Oh well it was an ugly pic. I almost cried at the end.... 18. Favorite memory of your Senior Year? So much. Mainly goss sessions at 7/11. Cutting errols hair in physics. And Raines - but we messed that up. lol. Writing buttmunkee on errols notebook and nows hes stuck with that nickname. Playing bomberman in computer. Choi and the blender incident (sorry man, it was funny). The whole year was great. Save the monkey foundation with the monkey we saw @ ruins. Jolibee icecream. uhhh.... *cries* I miss highschool damnit. 19. What were you voted in your yearbook? We had things written about us. Aussie with an asian accent, Will be famous one day, pretty... yadda yadda yadda. funny though. Oh at the prom I was "most honest" or whatever. Was it coz I was a bitch? lol 20. Did you have a job your senior year? No. 22. Where did you go most often for lunch? Roamed. Depends who was where and depends who I wasn't pissed off at. Usually at the umbrellas with paul and errol or the kubo with whoever or with Gelli, patty, steph and amanda, or with asha and alia. 23. Have you gained weight since then? Yeah, shit happens. I'll lose it again, it aint much. I'm just vain 24. What did you do after graduation? Went back to australia one week later. Current Mood: drained Current Music: (in my head) fuck forever - babyshambles (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 25th, 2006
8:46 pm	Random brain activities... So, I am alive, Although there has been some kind of hectic-ness (new word lol) in my life. Although, I am back now, And it's all good so yeah... *dances* Went out the other night for Kelly's 24th. Was fun. Before going out we went to dinner at a turkish restaurant (interesting). It was pretty funny, there was some belly dancer there (kinda needed a bag on her head haha) and she pulled up Kel's boyfriend (audience participation) and made him bellydance. Yeah got some photos of that too... Still needing to post all these damn photos of everything. Fuck I'm pretty lazy these days. I've been doing lots of bike riding, and stuff. Pretty exciting stuff... not really, But it's fun. My bike is pink by the way. =D Today was a pretty average Monday, Had to get to work early because I went on some training course for work. (apparently "advanced training course" but I knew 85% of it) I had to struggle to keep my eyes open - it wasn't the most eventful course, like I said, I pretty much knew it all and the dude was pretty boring and extremely monotonic. BLAH! My birthday is on the 9th of October. I am going to be 20. I want to cry. I feel so much older than I am. And that sucks. I hate the fact my age is catching up to my brain. Oooh I'm going to Broome (Look that up on the map - Top of Western Australia - 3 hours by plane) at the end of October for 5 days - holiday. God damn I feel like I need one. It has nice beaches up there and it's really really hot. Excitement. =D Might take my mind off turning old. Maybe I'll get a tan? I doubt it. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Silence (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 23rd, 2006
10:31 pm	Urban Legend... I'm such a loser *makes "L" sign on forehead* So I'm gullable. I really believed it, Although the Data Manager still denies it being a lie. Unless he believed it too. Fool. Haha. Just Updating my MP3 player - got a lot of new CD's - as in A LOT. So I'm in the dark with square eyes. I've got a 4 day weekend, I am taking 2 days off work, We're going away to Busselton / Bunbury again. It's usually colder down south, ( It's a 3ish hour drive from here to there) And it's pretty shit weather at the moment but oh well, It's so pretty down that way when it rains. There will be pics. *wonders if it'll be good fishing weather* Teehee when we went down to Albany last time (about 6-7 hours drive from here to there) I caught so much (many?) fish... like, I have never been fishing before. Great, I have a natural talent for catching horrible smelly things from the ocean. Ha! Poor wee man, He had food poisoning pretty badly last night - So I did the kind thing and made him a cup of tea and stayed awake with him. It seems like we've been living together forever but it's only been since May. I love our house. Minus the fact we got robbed. Bastards. I'll get over it one day. I apparently get a pay rise tomorrow - It better be a good one - *fingers crossed* Shit I'm tired. I'll be off to bed now. Anyone know any good photo websites to stick my pics on? Current Mood: tired Current Music: The Grates - Gravity Wont Get You High (Album) (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 16th, 2006
9:14 pm	Peppermint Tea? Peppermint tea is supposed to be good for stomach aches... I just gave it a go and the verdict is in... I feel WEIRD. I feel my stomach is lined with 1metre of warm peppermint goo. Hard to say if this is a good feeling. Very new... and interesting *eyebrow raised* The data manager at work told me a freaky story, I got really frightened and kinda grossed out. Here: His sister and a friend were catching the train home from work (Clarkson line I think) and they were the only ones in the carriage (not unusual - trains aren't usually extremely busy over here) and 3 aboriginal girls came in and sat down opposite them. The aboriginal girl in the middle kept staring at the sister and friend all weirdly. The rail guard men came and asked for the tickets and told the sister and friend their tickets was invailid and they had to get off and the next station. The tickets weren't invailid but the rail guard yelled at them to get off at the next station. So they got the hint something was wrong and got off - To find a shitload of policemen waiting for the aboriginals. So the sister and friend waited around to see what happened. The girl who was sitting in the middle staring at them? She was dead. How gross right?!?!?!?! *shudder* I catch the train to and from work - UGH!!! I am never making eye contact ever again with anyone. So that was probably the most exciting part of my day. Tomorrow is Thursday - Pay day and late night shopping. My favourite day of the week - Well ok, It comes a close second to Friday. Current Mood: distressed Current Music: The Grates - 19 20 20 (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 14th, 2006
8:47 pm	Just another manic Monday... It's all stormy outside... how cool. We woke up early and went for a walk at 6:30. It's slowly getting warmer in the mornings so it's a good excuse to get up and do something productive. At work, last Friday the Radio Service CoOrdinator and the Receptionist left and this morning when I got into work, I was told I had to take over both duties as well as mine. I got extremely annoyed and in the end I just had to take over reception calls. Which sucked. But I had chocolate so I dealt with it. Bleh. Did the usual, Ebayed abit. How exciting. Bought some Jessica Simpson lip gloss things. They are in the shops and they smell yummy so I ebayed them coz it was cheaper and no one can see me buying Jessica Simpson products *blushes*. Yes. I'm gay? Or just female *uck* rofl *flutters eyelashes and bangs in to a wall* I was at the local pub the other night playing pool. I won a couple of games and then all of a sudden I sucked. So I just ran around the table screaming "I'M FEMALE I'M FEMALE" I had the urge. No one took much notice anyway... Outburst. It worked and the game was forgotten. Met some hottie... a mate of a mate... can't get him out of my mind... lol... I'm planning on doing an Interior Design course. I'm still deciding. www.theinteriordesignacademy.com It's something I can do and it's something I enjoy (and can afford) heh. I feel like dancing in the rain - or maybe I need a shower then sleeep. Night Night. Current Mood: lazy Current Music: The Kooks - Naive (it's in my head not audio) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 13th, 2006
9:55 pm	Yet Another... Decided to do the most conformist thing I could think of... Coming back to Live Journal. I haven't done this thing for a while... or the whole journal thing for a while (woo go xanga). Lets see if I can keep this one going - and not full of shit. (usually I look back on my entries and cringe and delete) Wow, The last couple of months have been pretty hectic - on a scale of 1 to 10 of hecticism (Not a word, if it is I'll be extremely surprised) I would choose 11. No shit, The last couple of months have pretty much made my the previous excitement of my life seem quite dull. Which is frightening. Moved house (yes this is house number 20 - the big "two zero") and I don't plan on moving any time soon. The longest I have been in one house is around 3 years - and that was in the Philippines. Which was a completely different country so does that actually count? Got broken into. I used to never have a problem with living alone. I moved out of home to live by myself when I was 17. I was getting quite comfortable with staying on my own. Then Bang. It was pretty much all taken away from me. I live with my partner, But if he's not home I become a wreck. An absolute wreck. It's horrible, We got broken into on a Monday - during the day. We had only been in the house a month. We now have uber security. But mentally, I'm still pretty scarred, and scared. I feel very vunerable to alot of things because I try to see the best in everyone - So it's safe to say I am one of those people who get hurt alot. I am one of those people who forgive and forget 2 seconds after a fight. I don't have a mean bone in my body. It's not that I have no backbone and can't stand for myself, It's just that I'm a friendly person. Ooh and I bought a car - It's a little 2 door Hyundai Excel. Cute. And white like everyother god damn car. But it's mine. I don't have my full licence yet, but I can drive with supervision. Which at the moment is good enough for me. In a couple of months I'll take my test and *fingers crossed* I'll pass. This year has been extremely bumpy - and I have pretty much worked out who I am. I have learnt that patience is probably something I have more than most people. I have also learnt I am way too nice. Which is something I haven't ever been. Sometimes - I wish I wasn't so nice. I'm female - and I'm just getting used to that. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: None... TV in background (6 Comments |Comment on this)